In two weeks or just wait until the opening with an injury. This is when I wish I could be two places at one time for real even skipping the flight stuff. I like to be hands on but I’m thinking yo, this is the only time I will get to see Dipset with my stupid boot that I’m going to have.
Man I’m craving Cici’s spinach pizza bad. But looks like a tornado is coming.
One thing that I really hate about living in the country: The environment makes me not want to leave the house. Everything is so PHUKIN FAR!
I’m going somewhere in two weeks just not sure where exactly. Somewhere in between over yonder & way over there.
Word to Rod Stewart & Paul Simon…the answer Thank You. Did you all try playing the Jay-Z Decode game yet? That shyt is hard as phuk! Hard as in poppin’ & hard as in I thought I knew so much but I couldn’t get all the clues. I’m really excited about the promotion for it though but I’m more excited about…what I’m Doing. NOW!
It was a goal on my list and I received it with open arms. Ever so grateful for it. But now it’s on! I’m suddenly ever so busy but the I LIKE THIS BUSY.
Them: So you reached your goal eh? Now what?
Me: Phuk, now I have to be the BEST!
If there is anything I admire more than AMBITION it’s a COMEBACK. Just being able to come face to face with an environment that has ridiculed you or that you feel you have fallen victim to it only makes you stronger. What may seem like a failure really is a set up for a comeback. I’ve heard that many times but my continuous reading of studying others success I’ve noticed one major thing…they never quit.
Even when it may seem like everything is against them they keep going. From emotional to financial to heartbreak they still attack their dreams like never before. That is the hottest shyt ever! Setbacks are also a playground for Reinvention! Just the thought makes me tingle. It’s crazy because all of what I am saying is everything I’ve read or have seen before.
Hmmm Reinvention…Sweet Reinvention. It’s a mystery flavor that can’t be determined until tried. These words, Try, Comeback, Reinvention, “
Failure” are all connected somehow. When attempted and worked it equals SUCCESS. It’s Time.
RAH!! Today is already the same day as it was yesterday minus the time difference because I didn’t go to sleep but for maybe two hours. I’m ok with that but my stomach is set on Cheddar’s, seeing my AceBoonKoon and a trip to club Barnes & Noble. Supposed to be poppin’ there since it’s homecoming and all.
After that, massive work to do, which I am totally excited about because in the essence it’s not work it’s fun but I take it serious as work. I remember typing a blog sometime ago about how I felt I was closer to my dream and everyday I feel closer even with setbacks & shyt. I still need some clothes though. I can’t find half of them.
Upcoming projects are going to be sick. Gold Ice Circuitry Media is the #IceBubbles (my new word for Haute).
Culture Shock Mag 1x11x11 is going to be all gravy baby!
11.22.10 & 11.23.10 You all should know it’s about to go down.
At night I can’t sleep I toss & turn…yeah. It’s a GOOD & bad thing. Sometimes I’m not sure if I’d rather have massive ideas grinding in my brain or writer’s block. Two of the most opposite things in the world.
The balance between that is FENCING. Sword fighting. I don’t think about anything when I’m fencing. It’s similar to when I used to skateboard, which I miss so much! I guess not enough for me to get up daily to do it. I know I should though.
BTW Don’t ask me why.
Yes, Benjamin Button and his gang are among us. On some real it’s happening again. I’m getting sick of Twitter. It’s becoming the same shyt everyday or it could be the people I follow. I just know I want Cheddar’s and I love people.
I enjoy going out and seeing new faces and talking to new people and hearing about their lives. There are too many people in the world for me to keep seeing the same ones. I mean you all I have come in contact are super OD cool, but I want more; which leads to traveling of course.
Speaking of traveling…THE BIG MOVE.
Such a beautiful day it was! I woke up promptly to the smell of the most heavenly scented croissants and since I’m only into swine on holidays, I had turkey bacon. So much to do in Paris I didn’t know where to start, so I said why not do something “American in Paris.”
I went to the closest McDonald’s which was located only about a block away from my hotel and bought some FRENCH FRIES.
If you look close enough you see that building to the left, yeah. That’s where I ate at.
P.S. I spoke Russian when I gave my order.
Eating the wrong things can set your life back. As much as I love Cheddar’s, something in my heart told me that Broccoli Cheddar Casserole wasn’t right for the night. Yet I ate it all up!
After that I thought I was going to be okilly dokilly…nah son! Went with Nikki to Rockin’ For Breast Cancer…FUN but I couldn’t enjoy it because my stomach started to do gymnastics. Next got back then face first to the pillow.
I was pissed because I had plans to do ultimate research on my computer because my thoughts were rolling at the Breadnasium, but I realize there’s nothing wrong with rest. I should try it sometimes…right now…ehh I don’t want to.
Yup I sure did and fell right on my knees, trying to be like my older cousins. They jumped out and landed on their fee. My older cousin thought she was putting peroxide on my cuts and come to find out it was phukin ALCOHOL! I screamed for every life in the world. I will never forget that.
After that I said I never want to be a follower=LESSON LEARNED.
When the Saints Go Marching In seems to be the new hot shyt! Today I can say hands up and down was one of the most unexpected days…I’m talking about you won an iPad surprising day. I’m in between a situation that I never thought I would yet even see, especially right out of college.
But once again life is far from predictable.
I find myself getting excited over Electronic Mail now! I really get irritated when it’s a newsletter, I shouldn’t have signed up for so much bullshyt when I first got the email account…PHUK!
ThugLife…ThugLove…Take It Like A Man.
Listen close as life turns its pages…all of sudden it seems as if everything & everybody has got a “Tight Ass” meaning just a little glued to their seat. Nothing seems to be going on as far as a little, I’ll say, drift of the wind (for now). Everyone seems to be ever so peaceful in rap. It has been gaining a lot of POP love anyway but moreso now.
I miss 50 Cent rants, Kanye’s truth, random arguments on who’s the best? I love peace but it seems like Hollywood is where you want to go when you want to see something pop off nowadays.
That is about to change. :) TeeHeeHee
Rap=The New Hug Fest.
No really. I don’t advocate speeding or reckless driving…I do neither one of those. I got caught going 81 in a 55. No excuses and after I saw the cop I didn’t slow down but shyt, it would have been more obvious. So now I’m attending traffic school.
I’m a bit sick of driving anyway. I find myself in my car more than I am at an actual facility. Thank God for music or I would think myself to death. Sometimes that’s a great thing though.
Other than that I’m super excited about my job as__________. So many great things we’re working on and the team is ILL. Using my skildalz! I’m getting to do what I love, making great decisions and getting to see the results of it.
Ok Nap real quick b/c I have much to send.
P.S. I copped a booklamp yesterday…so I’m feeling myself.
Thank you & You’re Welcome.
Cinnamon, apple, icing it’s all GOOD! This is the treat to myself after eating a great dinner. Apple Pie Candy Apple. I forgot where I get it from nonetheless, it’s great.
Nah not me but my friend. No seriously not me. Super siked! I haven’t had a crush since…Yeah. But, I talked to my sis today & she sounded so giggly…it was too cute! She’s playing the ultimate crush album…Pharrell’s, In My Mind. Now you know that’s serious. But it’s cool to hear people happy and in a positive place. I love it.
No more b/c I’m not with that lovey dovey shyt.
#ThugLife…So No Love, Love Will Get You Killed.